diseased

First when there's nothing
but a slow glowing dream
that your fear seems to hide
deep inside your mind

Now you are this evil thing
making me so sick I wanna scream
on this diseased rollercoaster ride
you really have me in a bind

This is really such a diseased year for me. Not auspicious at all. For a few days I was Loo Queen, sitting on the throne the entire day with thorough colon cleansing. Then I had a 102 degree fever with swollen gums and achy bones. I had to squint whenever I open my eyes for fear of my eyes popping out.

I'm supposed to go for a blood test today. Doc suspected I might have dengue fever. But I told him I haven't been bitten. Doc said I don't have to understand so much, just do as he says. I asked a million more questions and he gave the exact same answer. I felt like kicking his... shins. I thought as a paying customer, I should be given SOME information about my own body and how the general health works. Anyway, Doc cancelled the blood test after seeing me just now. He said my fever has not worsened and I'm not having chest pain, hence it couldn't be dengue fever. But he insisted that I stay home and rest or I'll be feeling ill for another week.

Little did he know that, home or office, I still have to work...