Winner

Ain't Winner a darling? Winner is my client's dog. Now I know why the client wanted to meet up at her home and not her office. If I have a dog like Winner I wanna be a full-time mummy. I'm practically gushing with motherliness whenever I lay eyes on Winner's picture. That was the first time a dog hugged me like a baby. I've carried cats and puppies around but this dog can HUG.

Ooooh navdsjhnediufnmsa;kcaujhdgblvndsa;eklfn... *gush*

all for nothing

I give up. Getting the gift for a loved one is tougher than digging a tunnel from my front yard to Taiwan using a blunt spoon. See, KC and I had this ongoing month-long little tiff that blown up into a full-fledged loud exchange of hurtful words that had us both in tears and very, very exhausted. So, to make up, I was planning to buy KC this shirt that it liked very much. For our half-year anniversary this weekend.

And it turned out that all the Topshop outlets in the whole city ran out of stock for that particular shirt. I went to 3 different outlets to verify personally, and I called the other 2. I endured cold treatment and suspicion from KC for acting fishy. I lied about my sudden urge to visit ALL the major shopping complexes in the city and my insisting that it stay in the car while I run down for a little while, thus increasing my level of stinkiness. I feel like shit this moment. I really wanted to surprise it. I'm really looking forward to see the reaction on its face when it gets its dream shirt for free.

Now I have 2 days left. With no shirts. And no idea on what else KC needs.
I
am
so
exasperated...

diseased

First when there's nothing
but a slow glowing dream
that your fear seems to hide
deep inside your mind

Now you are this evil thing
making me so sick I wanna scream
on this diseased rollercoaster ride
you really have me in a bind

This is really such a diseased year for me. Not auspicious at all. For a few days I was Loo Queen, sitting on the throne the entire day with thorough colon cleansing. Then I had a 102 degree fever with swollen gums and achy bones. I had to squint whenever I open my eyes for fear of my eyes popping out.

I'm supposed to go for a blood test today. Doc suspected I might have dengue fever. But I told him I haven't been bitten. Doc said I don't have to understand so much, just do as he says. I asked a million more questions and he gave the exact same answer. I felt like kicking his... shins. I thought as a paying customer, I should be given SOME information about my own body and how the general health works. Anyway, Doc cancelled the blood test after seeing me just now. He said my fever has not worsened and I'm not having chest pain, hence it couldn't be dengue fever. But he insisted that I stay home and rest or I'll be feeling ill for another week.

Little did he know that, home or office, I still have to work...