nature vs human

Nature dictates everything to move toward a state of stability. If you lift something, gravity wants to take it back towards the ground. If you dry something when it is raining, it is going to get wet again. If you wet something, it is going to dry right back out.

It's different with people. When I move a step back, you move forward and step on my toe. When I ignore, you pull all kinds of stunts trying to get my attention. When I give in, you want to get more.

Somehow we miss the point of balance, however much we say we yearn for equilibrium. We are excited by chaos, however much we say we detest the fighting, the hurting. We are wired to be constantly (subconsciously?) needing situations to throw us off-balance, just to strive all over to find that balance again.

But after some time, it gets tiring. Who's wrong, who's right doesn't seem important anymore. Finding the answers to who gave more, who took more, who should give more now because of not giving enough before... such a waste of time. I'm tired.

No more. Everything else will just have to balance themselves on the ground where I stand.