I can act.
I can pretend nothing's wrong.
Therefore I am strong.
I'm supposed to be everyone else's shoulder.
I'm fine with that.
You get friends when you're like that.
I should just stay like that.
Guess if I'm able to continue fooling people about myself I'll eventually convince myself.
I'm quite the confused and confusing little person.
Right now the choices I make available for myself are:
(a) Have a mental breakdown, cry every night, slowly break down inside.
(b) Cut myself. See some blood.
(c) Get out of here. Just leave. Walk out the door and just keep walking. And not look back.
I'm tres freaky whenever I embark on the journey to the centre of me. I shouldn't do that too often. Now I must go eat crap and watch some shitty Hong Kong drama. My life is just too awesome for words.
That's good lassy, keep that positive attitude.
2 comments:
which one is the 'positive' attitude eh?
"My life is just too awesome for words"
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